so i was sitting outside thinking about i guess just life...and no i wasnt being emo haha its just one of those your home alone and all you want to do is listen to nature kind of things....
yesturday...i found out i had a D in one of my classes..and my teacher puts the grade up so the whole class could see it everyone had an A or a B some people had Cs but i was the only one with the D..i didnt know why but i was okay with it. but the things that people were saying about that person with the D hurt.becuz it was me..i started to tear up then someone said something and i just started to cry.but not for that long i sucked it up and wiped my eyes..and then this anger ran through me and it made me so mad i wanted to push myself...
today i woke up late. forgot my hw for one my classes that i have everyday. and i looked crappy came to class kindah late but my teacher didnt know because i came in chill...since i wanted to push myself thats all i did today and i pushed myself where it made me proud of myself..in the class where i had a D i was sersiously smart haha and my teacher was really proud of me..and all that ran through my mind in that class was "ha and i have the D in the class" but i know i can raise that grade like nothing. i know im smart and im going to stop slacking off and use it. how can i be succesful in life if im not doing my part?
i know EVERYONE is smart...they just dont want to use it like i didnt want to.but you have to know that when you get older in life things get challenging more challenging than a test in school if you dont push yourself and use your knowlegde that your learning. life isnt something you have to waste its something to live. remember that...
-Kritsanelle Bergado(haha thank you dahdee.haha)