Atomicbarbie

About me:

My other myspace profile is www.myspace.com/atomicbarbi3 I was born in Bellflower, CA at a kaiser Permanente in 1983 and raised in E. Longbeach, CA. Why do I call myself Barbie? My real name is just basically Barbara Trinh but my friends usually call me Barb or Barbie, I suppose that clears things up, I am not referring to my actual self as a Barbie doll, I am just referring to my name, but people call me that regardless of my name I guess. I am of Vietnamese, Chinese and Cambodian descent. If I were to die tommorow I would be content with my life because I've already experienced and seen the beauty that this world has to offer. I am afraid to see my loved ones die but I am not afraid to die, just afraid of the pain I would cause someone if I am gone. I am afraid of a life without God, even though I'm not perfect and seem to break every rule. I tell my parents as much as I can that I love them because you'll never know the day you take your parents for granted that you'll lose them. I am one of those people many count on but I have no one to count on because I have never met a person who is more committed to the happiness of others than myself. I am so use to being the one who listens than being the one to be listened to. I can be crazy at times because I have a tremendous temper and I won't back down from a fight especially from all the idiots on the road. When I was a kid I've always had the curiosity to learn how to look so at about five years old I started making spam and macaroni and it grew from there and now I can make cakes from scratch to even jamaican foods you name it and I will either make it better or learn it and improve it. As I got older I realized even though being a chef would be great but I couldn't imagine going to school for 6 to 7 days a week and be far away from my friends and family for long periods of time. Having a low self esteem my whole life because I was raised up as a tomboy and was into the whole baggy pants and t-shirt scene I met some friends along the way who made me see the beauty of makeup and being poised. This is how modeling started for me, it was actually my doorway to improving myself and I didn't do it for reasons of being popular but every girl with a low self esteem loves attention. I don't think I'm all that but I know that I am different and I wanted to be that breath of fresh air and I wanted people to see that. One day I hope to open up a bakery cafe with semi sweet desserts and a fusion of worldwide cuisines to have savory and sweet, since I can't stand sweets that are unreasonably soaked in excess sugar but I love junk food don't get me wrong I would die without them. I love art as well that is why I was inspired to get tattoos and bring color into my photos, it's true tattoos are addicting. I went through a phase where I had blonde hair to all sorts of color and realized contacts and light hair wasn't for me, I am so much more comfortable with dark hair and dark eyes. My favorite colors are pink, purple and black. My one wish in life is to save our planet before it's too late to save what's left of it that is, it's a serious issue that we all refuse to see although we hear it on t.v. and see it in the papers, one day we aren't going to hear the words "try and save" we are going to hear the words "I wish we could go and take it back", I don't believe the end of the world happens on it's own, I think overtime we are bringing the end of the world a day closer at a time. I know we all hear what we want to hear and see what we want to see but I wish we could all see the truth that has been kept from us. Enough about me what about you? .. .. Myspace 2.0 Layouts - Myspace Graphics - Image Hosting